21 April 2009

Double-Edged Coin

Am I afraid of failure, or turned on by failure? Am I in an eternal loop? Do I crave consistency, or am I repulsed by it? What is this all headed toward?

I am a seamless homogeneous mixture and a sloppy heterogeneous heap. I wish I could sleep on cue, don't you? Won't know 'till you try, better suffer than die. Death is a luxury I am not afforded. I will return whenever needed, no matter the hour, no matter the price. Righteousness's difficulty was understated when first related to me. I didn't know what I enlisted for, however more days they give me I'll take: desperation's a tainted take.

Can't it be both?

 
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